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PLEASE! You really think the world evolves around you???

Tuesday, Aug. 02, 2005 @ 12:28 p.m.

This week already sucks ass. Yesterday I discovered that Deb turned everything around and decided to make me the fuck up…. well, I nipped that in the butt because I spoke to Steve about that one this morning. I don’t know why Deb refuses to admit that she was in the wrong by having such a horrible attitude the last couple of months. I told Steve, I’m done with her and the conversations and I’m just going to nip it in the butt every single time she pulls crap with me and treats me like shit. I shouldn’t have to put up with this shit with her or anyone else, especially at work. I refuse to let anyone bring me down at work.

This is my job; my career and I will not let anyone push me out. Unfortunately Deb and I have to share an office, which is fine some days and really sucks on most. But I’m not giving up my window office, oh hell no!!!! It took me a very very long time to get this far in my career for someone to ruin it for me because they have a bad attitude…

You know, I really love my job and I’m just surprised how much Deb is 2 faced and manipulative. I guess her true colors just finally came out after being in the same office with her. Today for example, she isn’t talking to me at all, which is fine, but she doesn’t need to snub her nose up in the air, but that’s what she is doing. She’s 10 years older than me and can’t even be professional. The joys of office politics. I guess in the long run, she’s hurting herself more than she’s hurting me because she’s the one walking around with the attitude, not me. She’s the one that the manager’s complained about, not me. Hmmm, I wonder if she gave her 2 weeks notice yesterday….that would be nice-in a way lol. I know that she wants to find another job so who knows. Oh well, like I said she’s hurting herself more in the long run than hurting me. All I can say is that she really has no respect for anyone around her. It’s more like the world evolves around her and I think that’s a bunch of shit….but that’s just my opinion.

Anyway, other than that, things are going good. Just busy working away and being in my own world as usual. Dan and I had some good news last night about when his identity was stolen, they are finally going to settle, it’s been 5 years since this happened to him and so in a couple of weeks we’ll have more information on the court date and such. I’m happy for him that this is finally getting taken care of for him.

Ugh, now my finger hurts, I just got my pinky caught between my chair and desk and now it’s all swollen….grrrrrrr.

Dan and I didn’t get to go to his softball game last night since he had to meet with his lawyer, but that’s all right because we were both exhausted anyway.

Well, I better get going and get some work done. I’ve been trying to write this out off and on all day and it’s just been impossible at times to write what I want while Deb is trying to look over my shoulder and all. Blessed Be!!

Much Love~

~V~


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