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2003-11-25 @ 5:42 a.m.
2 weeks ago it was my cousin, and I pray that my grandmother makes it thru this. I spoke with my aunt this morning in Florida at the hospital because I too along with my parents received calls from the hospital this morning. I understand that us kids are now at the age where this is going to start happening, but, how do you prepare yourself for it? You can never be prepared.
When I called my parents this morning, mom got on the phone and at first thought it was me in the hospital and she really flipped out, then dad and I had to get her to calm down to explain it's not me, when she realized it was grandma, she flipped again and then thought that I was my aunt on the phone, so, we had to get her to calm down again. I had to call all family trying my hardest not to lose it.
I got in the shower this morning, and I lost it, non stop crying. All I can say is that this is not a good day.
I must get ready for work now. I'll be praying all day for my grandmother to survive this. She has to.
Blessed Be! Have a good day!
~V~