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2003-11-19 @ 2:11 p.m.
Well, if I was still married, today would have been 15 years of being married...that's a long time, although my marriage only lasted 10 years and the relationship itself lasted 15 years. That's ok, it wasn't meant to be. Although I find myself lately missing so much being married, or at least having someone in my life. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever meet anyone special to be in my life again or even if I will ever get married again...who is going to want to marry someone like me who can't have kids? I have yet met but one (Paul) who accepted the fact that I can't have kids. Please don't tell me that he will be the only person that was willing to accept that about me because he isn't in my life anymore. **sigh**
I have a love/hate relationship with holidays. I love them and enjoy how beautiful everything is during this time of the year, but, I hate it when I have to spend it alone...hmmmm...besides also how expensive it gets. Oh well, such is life I guess.
Well, I better get back to work, I'll probably write more later...
Ciao babes...
Blessed Be!!
~V~