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2003-10-24 @ 12:26 a.m.
Honestly, I can't do this anymore, I can't date him anymore, I honestly can't. He tried telling me that he knew constantly what I was thinking, and I told him flat out, don't tell me what I'm thinking, you don't know me well enough to tell me that you know what I'm thinking. Ugh, I can't do this, the massages, the spoiling, all of it is not worth it. And I know that this is part of why I am so damn stressed. I tried, I gave him the chance, it's just not worth it. I have no feelings for him at all besides friendship, that's all...and it's the type of friendship, that it would be more of a hi and bye friendship.
Tonight he was trying to relieve my headaches again and well, he went a little too far, and really pulled a muscle in my neck. I am in more pain tonight than I was in the last 3 weeks that I have had migraines. Ugh!!!
I need to get to bed, I have more to tell, but, I'll write again tomorrow. Thank goodness I took tomorrow as a vacation day!
Blessed Be!!
~V~
ps, if you're all wondering on my layout, yes, that is a picture of me.