2004-05-11 @ 1:18 p.m.
I�m anxious to get this paperwork filled out and sent out along with a video tape and pictures and get it sent out. But I�m scared because I basically would have to put my life on hold, I�m talking my job. If I were married or living with someone it wouldn�t be so bad but since I�m not married, what happens to my house, my bills and my job? Things like that�do I lose it all? It doesn�t say anything in the paperwork about all your daily expenses and what happens to them when you do this if you are picked.
It does say that you have to maintain your medical insurance and asks if you have job security if you leave for a few months and return. The deadline to get this stuff in is June 18th and that will be here sooner than you think.
Jenn says that I should still send my paperwork in and see what happens. I mean, all they can say is no, right? Doing this I feel will help me a great deal, not only on the outside but the inside as well. I really want to do this yet part of me is still having doubts about it. I could care less about the pageant that they have with it, it�s more of the whole new full body makeover is what I�m interested in.
I think that it would be an exciting experience to go through something like this. I mean, you think about it only the celebrities can do something like this on a regular basis because they have the money for it but your average person can�t. Such as others and myself.
Let me know what your comments are on this. I�m anxious to know what everyone thinks about this. Blessed Be!!
Much Love~
~V~
