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2003-10-27 @ 9:23 p.m.
Gazing up at the starlit sky
Amazed at the wondrous sight
I feel myself begin to cry
Sadness devouring me
Loneliness that will always be
Pain that is endless
An unmended heart
Tearful eyes
A broken dream
For what ails me lies in the mist
The mist of my own inner demon
An inner evil groaning and feeding
Upon my very self being
My hate
My sadness
My anguish
My loneliness
My sorrow
My darkness
My pain
How can I control this beast?
When will this cease?
Who am I?
Watching the leaves blow by
Time slipping away
Hardening of the clay
Unable to be shaped
Unable to be changed
Cracks and turns to dust
All I can do is wait for dusk
Until then I am broken