2004-04-13 @ 7:40 p.m.
I guess I did forget to mention that I had my hair chopped off Friday evening after work. It came out great, and to my surprise less hassle to mess with in the morning. I wish I had thought about this sooner. Dan loves it and says that I should wear my hair straight more often. I had about 4 inches cut off my length and now it�s about an inch above my shoulders. Everyone at work loves it too and says it looks so cute. Yesterday Amy said that she wanted to see how it looks straight and so I wore it straight today and she really liked it. It�s been a very very long time since I�ve had my hair cut short and to wear it straight, and at that time it was much shorter than I have it now. I like the fact that now, instead of taking an hour and a half to get ready it now only takes me 20-30 minutes; this is shower, make-up, hair and getting dressed! Dan said that he was very impressed that it didn�t take me very long. I�m still trying to get used to it being so short, but it�s starting to grow on me, so that�s a good thing.
Dan told me that no matter how I do my hair, or anything at all he�s still going to love it. He�s such a wonderful person to me and treats me so well. He spoils me, worries about me, thinks about me all the time, calls me every day and even takes care of me when I�m not feeling good. Especially when I�m having asthma attacks, he tells me that he just wants to make sure that I�m ok because he doesn�t want anything to happen to me. Of course I do all the same things for him too. We have such great communication, he asks me about my day and makes sure that I get things off my chest, and I do the same for him as well. He�s so affectionate, always gives me little kisses, hugs me all the time, we fall asleep each night in each other�s arms as well as holding hands in our sleep. We stay curled up all night together. I never have to ask him if we can cuddle or if I can have a kiss, he is so affectionate that he just does it. It�s just so amazing how compatible we are together. We tell each other everything and discuss things that we want together all the time. We get along so well, we were just talking the other night that it�s nice that we never have anything to argue about because we have such good communication and honesty with each other and how we�re so compatible that things are just perfect between us. Our families know about us and are happy for us. Mom says it�s about time that I have found someone that treats me good and makes me truly happy. I thought I knew what happiness was when I was with Paul, and I have to admit, I was so wrong! Dan makes me so much happier, happier than I�ve ever been. It�s such a wonderful feeling that I don�t think I can put it into words.
I have to say, Dan has his ear pierced but never wears an earring, and he says he doesn�t like them. Then the other night when we went shopping, without me knowing he found a small earring that is my birthstone. When we got home he put was putting it on, and I asked him what he was doing, and he showed me. He was jokingly trying to say that it�s his birthstone when he knew that I knew that it wasn�t and finally admitted that he bought it to wear to think of me. I was telling Amy about it and she was saying about how when a guy buys a piece of jewelry for himself that reflects the person that he�s with it shows that there�s a special bond that he feels for that person, and that he is feeling that way with me. It made me feel good the night that he did that. I whispered to him, �did you buy that because of me and that it�s my birthstone?� and he had the cutest smile on his face and said �maaaaybeee� and then said yes. It just really made me feel special and warm inside and just made us even closer to each other.
As each day goes by we feel closer and closer to each other. We�ve already told each other how we are so happy when we�re together and miss each other when we�re apart, yet always thinking of each other. And how we make each other happy. Everything that Dan and I have now and have built in the last month is much more than what Paul and I ever built in the 3 years that we were together. Amazing isn�t it?
I know in my entries it may sound as though Dan and I live together, but we don�t. He does stay here quite often which I have no problems about it at all. I love it when he stays here and Kitty does too. DJ is still trying to get used to him. We always call my house home and of course when asked about my car by his co-workers, they ask him if it�s his Grand Am and he says, �yes, it�s ours� lol. In reality it�s mine, but that�s ok. Jenn was shocked that I let him drive my car last weekend because she knows I don�t let anyone drive my car unless there�s a good reason, and the only ones that have ever driven my car besides myself is my dad and Jenn if I�m too drunk to drive. And now Dan. But, it is still that it�s only me driving my baby unless I say it�s ok to drive my car. I am VERY protective of my girl.
Things are just beautiful with Dan and I and we both hope that it continues to stay that way. My day today was better than yesterday and life is just well�going the way it�s supposed to. Blessed Be!!
Much Love~
~V~
