2004-10-21 @ 12:45 p.m.
All I have to say is don’t get a steroid shot, not only does it hurt when they are injecting the nerve but it also leaves your whole arm sore. Also, this morning I discovered that it dried out my hair and my skin horribly and I just had the munchies galore this morning. I don’t normally eat Twinkies since I was a kid and I was just craving the sweetness today although I only made it through 2 out of 4 in the package, I couldn’t handle the sweet anymore. And another thing, I am CRANKY as hell today…ugh!!! I now have all this energy today but I feel like I don’t know what to do with myself today. But I know that here at work I don’t feel like being around anyone!
I’m glad that my desk is kinda secluded. I don’t have to deal with people too much especially on days like this. Lately, people that I used to bullshit with all the time will see me and they tell me that I’ve become a recluse because I just hide in my corner. But, ya know with all the stress going on lately I actually like it this way right now. Plus I get so much more work done when no one is bothering me so much.
Although, Nick has a tendency of “bothering” me all the time and “babysitting” me I know he’s hating that I tell him EVERYTIME “Quit babysitting me, I don’t need a damn babysitter!” And he sees that I’m busy and he sits his ass down and just starts bullshitting, it’s like “dude, I don’t care right now” and then tries to tell me what to do as if he’s my boss and I keep telling him, “I have one boss and it isn’t you!” I had to say that to him today AGAIN right in front of my boss and my boss thought it was funny because my boss has told Nick, “you’re not her boss” all the time obviously it’s not sinking in to him because there are things that I have asked him to do and cc’ing my boss on the e-mail and Nick still doesn’t do it. It’s like talking to a brick wall! And he keeps asking me if I want to go work at the events center to be security for concerts, games, etc because he can get me a part time job there but he’s doing this because he wants to be my boss…well guess what, it isn’t happening!!! HELL NO!!! It would be a fun job but I don’t want to work with him in the evenings too. I would rather watch a dog take a shit then work with him more than 8 hours a day. It’s bad enough that I have to see him at 6:30 am! He waits for me when I get off work just to ride with me down the elevator, he’s always wanting me to go downstairs to get breakfast with him then he buys me breakfast and so I feel obligated to buy breakfast back. I can’t afford that right now….I’m having a hard enough time just myself right now-thank God for Dan helping out. But Dan and I do it for each other all the time helping each other out.
I just can’t wait till I get my settlement! They are working on the demand package right now and it looks like the starting of asking will be at $65,000.00 if not more. I have plans for this settlement. Well for one my Grand-Am is getting paid off and it looks like I might pay off my Lumina too just so that I don’t have any car payments and my insurance will be less. And of course the Grand-Am will be getting sold. It’s actually up for sale right now. I’ll be giving my parents and Dan some money-I already have planned how much they will be getting. Pay my credit card bill off so that it won’t be maxed out, pay some if possible all the bills that are on my credit report and other debts that I have and Dan and I will be sitting down and investing some of it in the money market, cd’s and ira’s. And Dan and I talked about possibly taking a vacation after the New Year. We just haven’t’ quite decided where yet. We started talking about it last night about Las Vegas but nothing is final right now. And of course I’ll be throwing a chunk of that money into savings as well and possibly moving into a 2 bedroom-that I’m still working on that decision if I still want to stay in the Condo’s that I’m at and just go back into a 2 bedroom there or if I want to move elsewhere into a house maybe or just buy one. So many decisions but I am moving though. LOL. I have soooo much stuff for one person it’s not even funny. I need more room for more stuff! Lol!!
Well, I guess I better get back to work, I have so much shit to do it’s not even funny! Hope you’re having a better day than me, and remember, STAY AWAY FROM THE STEROID SHOTS-WELL STEROIDS ALL TOGETHER!!! LOL!!! Blessed Be!
Much Love~
~V~
