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2004-05-24 @ 2:46 p.m.

Well, since our programs are down right now I guess I can squeeze in some stuff in my entry.

I have to say that today has been such an irritating day. I donít know why I woke up so irritated by everything today. Iím sure that a lot has to do with the fact that I have so much on my mind right now. And that I have to go do something this afternoon that I hate the idea of doing, but I have no choice in the matter.

Then, thereís all the crap going on here at work. Just so much crap especially in my department that itís just a bunch of bullshit. But, whatís new, right? One of the things is the way they are trying to arrange QC, which is a crock of shit. But, today Iíve decided to just apply for another position within the company. So, weíll see how it goes, its for a position that is just upstairs from where Iím at right now, and Iím pretty damn sure that it pays more than what Iím making right now. At this point I think anything that I do is more than what I make right now. Anyway, Iím not going to go too much into detail right now because it will just piss me off even more. But Iím sure that the change that they did they will probably notice that it really didnít do any good.

I donít know why I feel so damn irritated today. Itís everything that is irritating me and it just needs to stop. I hate feeling like this. And I even got to work on time today. I know that there are quite a few things that are bothering me in my personal life and some of it Iím not sure what to do about it. But, Iím sure that Iíll figure it out eventually.

Well, I know that this is all confusing and will be short because well, Iím just irritated and donít want to deal with anything at all ya know. Iím sure tomorrow will be better once I get this stuff I need to do taken care of. Blessed Be!

Much Love~